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Monday, July 31, 2006

andar hekmate motlaghe tanbali(ya hamon goshadie khodemon)

midonin alan ke in matlab neveshte mishe man bad az besar kardane yek rooz kamel dar goshadie kamel mibashad.
gozareshe yekrooz dar goshodi:
sobh ke mikhay pashi ( albate shayad dorostaresh zohr bashe) bad az inke 3 sa at be keshidan e khamyaze seri kardi az takhte khab biroon miay va takhte khabo hamonjori mizari badesh miri dast shoi faghat jahate rafe hajat badesh dasteto mishori(chon vaghan kasife)va sorateto nashoste mizari chon age beshori baes mishe khab az saret bepare va age ye vaght khasti bade sobhane dobare bekhabi betoni.badesh age khabet bord tanahar ke mikhabi vagarne mitoni ye chanta telephone bezani ya yekam ba shabake haye tv var beri tanahar ,bad az sarfe nahare kamel az onja ke shkemae sangin khab miare ye chand sa ate dige mikhabi badesh ke boland shodi say mikoni yeki az tafrihate momken ba hadaghale energy morde niaz ro entekhab koni biroon raftan entekhabe khobie hamishe vali na inke khodet ba paye piade ba ajans ya mashine yeki az rofagha ,dar hengame biroon bodanam az sozondane calery ezafi khodari karde va say dar bedast avordane calery mikoni masaln mitoni ye bastan i ya az hamon zorat bad maze ha begiri beshin roye ye sako bad baraye khali nabodane arize be chanta dokhtai ke az baghalet rad mishan matalak bendazi khob mage vase inkar afaride nashodan?(albate deghat dashte bashid ke be hame matalak nadazin be ye chantam shomare bedin kholase niaz mishe).badesham ye shami ba rofagha mizani va dir hengam be khane bar migardi va bade didan chanta film hollywoodi jafange khob mikhabi ta sobh(ya hamon zohr).
nokatike bayad dar goshadi kamel made nazar dashte bashid dar zir avorde shode
1-agar emkane anjam kari baraye shoma vojod darad vali niaz be calory sozandan va vaght darad hamon kar hai hastan ke be andaze sibe hava mozeran
2-agar ba kasi dar zamine roo dar vasi darid say dar avordane anva dalil baraye anjam nadadan va monsaref kardan taraf az anjam oon kar konid(be onvane mesal baraye kharide nan agar shomaro seda kardan say karde ta 1 sa at dar morede zararhaye masrafe nan manande joshe shirini bekar rafte ya mohite tarik nonvai va harfaye zeshti ke momkene dar oon saf beshnavid va baes tasir manfi on bar rohie latife shoma va tasir on dar ayanade roshane shoma darast begid).
3-dar bazi mavaghe ba tamame talashi ke dar monsaref kardane digaran baraye monsaref kardan onan az anjam kar be kharj midahid in kar emkan pazir nist dar injor mavaghe do rah vojod dard aval inke oon kar ra be sambalitarin nahve momken va saritarin vajhe momkene anjam dahid va agar kasi dar mian az shoma be khatere sorate ziad dar anjam oon kar enteghad kard( ke ghalat mikone inkaro bekone mage aslan kasi haghe enteghad dare)dar morede in be oon shakh tozih be dahid ke man keyfiate karam balast sorat man be khatere maharat man dar in karast na khodaye nakarde ahmiate nadadan be kar ya goshadi shakhse bande.rahe hal asan tar ke tosih mishavad in ast ke agar kar hai manande kharid ya raftan be edari bood ba talaf kardan vaghti(man inja ozr mikham ke nevisande az kalameye talaf estefade karde manam behesh goftam in kalame be shakhsiate shakhis goshad ha tohin mikonad va baese narati oon ha mishe)kotah dar biroone khane be khane baz gashte va be rahati migoid maghaze on jens ra nadasht ya oon sherkat emrooz baste bood.in rahe hal azmayesh shode tavasot goshad haye besyari hast va rahe hal dareje aval mibashad pas hamishe be yad dashte bashid NA bood,NIST,GAshtam nabood,Midonam nadare(hatman motmaen bashid ke nemidonid dare ya nadare chon sha kdashtan khayli bade)jozve kalamate asli be kar rafte tavasote shoma bashad.
dar akhar ye chizi ke mikham yad avari konam ine ke chand asare soe goshadi tavasote goshad haye aziz manande :tard shodan tavasote jame rafighan dostan famil va ashna ,eteminan nadashtan be harfajaye hata doroste shoma,jedi nagerefftane shoam,nadadane hich gone masoliati be shoma dar hich jaygahi,va narahatihaye ke hamarahe avarez bala behamrah darad az mavarede so goshodai ast ke gozaresh shode.
ba ehteram
goshade sabegh va hazer
Ali Omrani
*nevisande matlabe bala be khatere nashre akazib va eghdam aleyhe amniat nezam tahte peygarde ghanoni gharar darad
**sazmane goshad ha dar rastaye mahkom kardan nevisandeye mozdore va noon benerkhe rooz khore bala az hameye shoma goshadane aziz davat be amal miavarad ke farda be neshane eteraz yek rooz kamel ra dar khabe motlagh be sar bebarid.

Monday, July 24, 2006

mardi paybande hemaghat

midonid nemidonam to in khak e vojode ma chi bood ke in vizhegi ha ro peida kardim vaghan in shimidan ha be jaye inke vaghte khodeshon ro talaf konan va hey az naft chizhaye mokhtalef bedast biaran ro hamin khake khodemon kar konan ham mofte va ham be estemar va estesmar niaz nadare vase bedast avordanesham jang va dava nemikhad hame ja hast va tamom ham nemishe dolatam az daste chaleshe bozorgi be name tamin e naft rahat mishe. aya shoma ghabol nadarin ke in khaki ke ma azash afaride shodim khayli ajibe.
hala chi shod baz be in khako afarineshe adam va sefat e monhaser be fardesh gir dadam vala shomam jaye man bodin tamame gire harozeton be hamin ye tike khak bood ba in sefate khasash ke ma azash afaride shodim.vala man dashtam fekr mikardam ke chi shod ma adam ha in kheslate laj bazi va hemaghat e poshte saresh ro kasb kardim.in sefat yeki az sefat haye monhaser be fard e ma adam hast ke albate dar in mored fekr mikonam kami ham shebahat be heyvan ha peida kardim(albate bala nesbate shoma ).vala in lejajat va yek dandegi va ghod bodan nemishe goft bade ha vali vaghti az ye hadi begzare mesle hame kar haaye adam ha ke az yek hadi migzare khayli khatrnake hamon kheslat ro peida mikone va bishtare moghe ha age bahash dorost raftar nakoni mizanatet zamin ke to tavahom hasti va fekr mikoni to ghole hasti vali az past tarin noghte zamin to oghyanos e aram ham ye chand sad kilometr pain tar hasti.midonin adam ha ke laj bazi mikonan va be harfe digaran gosh nemidan bad az yek modati fekr mikonan man hamishe dorost migam va in adat jozvi az vojodeshon mishe va onvaght bad az ye modat to rooz roshan migan oon mahe ke oon balast va na chize digei,va az onjast ke be jaye inke pelehaye taraghi ro tey konan ,saraziri e badabakhti ro shoro mikonan ba shetab pain raftan.
shoma che jor adami hastin adami ke vase hame eshtebahash yek bahone dare va ba har falsafei shode say mikone ahmaghane tarin kar haro manteghi tarin kare donya jelve bede ya shoma ... ?

Saturday, July 15, 2006

2 rahi

adamaye ranande ya hamon ranade hayi kje adaman vaghti to jadeha miran hamshe hich moshkeli nadaran ta vaghti miresan be ye 2 rahi ya badtar chand rahi age 2rahi ya hamon chand rahi mazkor daraye tabloye rahnamai bashe ke fabahal morad vali age tablo nadashte bashe bayad chikar konan?
yek rahe hal ine ke khob in ke moshkeli nist yek faghare seke az jib gerameshon dar miaran va ba partabe on dar asman va chandin ghalt khordan on dar asman va sepas barkhord on ba zamin negahi be roye amade karde va be tebaghe gharare makhoze baraye shir ya khat ( albate ba arze mazert vazhe dorst tar masjed ya adad mibashad) be yeki az 2 rah miran.(albate in ravesh baraye 2 rahi baraye chand rahi mitonid az seke chand pahlo ya vasayel digar manand tas(mokabe adad dar)va ya kakhaz estefade konid)
ranandeye mazokor dar rahe hale bala pas az teye masafati dar jadeye eshtebah va bar khord be bon bast ya dar yaft etelati dar morede eshtebahi masir(ke baraye agahi bishtar motmaenan in etelat tavasot tavajoh be alamate jade bedast nayomade balke be onvan mesal hengam istadan dar kenar yek baje cigar foroshi va kharid yek adad cigar pas az roshan kardan cigar khod be yade lahje zaye fard foroshande oftade oftad va pas az khande besyar be nagah moteajeb shode va beyad miavarad ke lahje zaye afrade cigar foroshe maghsad motefavet ast )say dar baz gasht masir mikonand.
albat na inke man say dar nekoheshe ranandegan geram ke rahe hale etekhaz shode tavasote ranandegan mazkor dashte basham, va ba ta ide in haghighat ke benzin (in sarmaye meli ?) dar in mamlekat mofte va hich bahaye madi sangini ranandegane geram ra tahdid nemikonad faghat khastam az dare dosti be ranandegan geram jahat jologiri az esrefae(albate shayad bande haghir in kalamaro eshtebah bekar borde va inkar esraf nabashab balke gozaran adi zendegi baraye ranandegan gerami ma bashad ) omre khod dar in rah va asib resandan be amvale omomi ( ke albate manam ghabol daram :BE DARAk )va alodegi hava ke jedan mozali bozorg ast ke be hamvatanan va dostane gerami asib miresand(ke inyeki dige sar jadetono hijore ghabel bakhshesh nist)tazakori dade basham va khahesh konam ke indafe bejaye estefade az seke az rahe hale digari baraye entekhabe masir estefade konan (be onvane mesal rahe hali manande kharandane shekam va sepas entekhab masir ).
rahe hale 2 om inke beshini sar dorahi haminjori hey invaro negah koni onvaro negah koni.
tazakori ke baraye ranandeye bala hast ineke : eshkal nadare doste ranande man beshin onja moshkeli nist faghat zodtar yekisho entekhab kon ta jadaro avaz nakardan.
rahae hale 3om va akhar ineke naghsharo dar biari va ba kami mohasebate aghli say dar entekhabe masir koni.
az nazare manteghi rahe hale bala nabayad hichgone tazakoe ya tavajohi dashte bashe vali ma az onja ke baraye balaiha tazkor dadim va az onja ke mikhaim ba tazkor haye khodemon neshon bedim ke mam ye chiz baremone ( ke kashki injor bood )be randegane bala tazakor midam ke fekr nakonan in rahi ke entekhab kardan kamelan doroste chon az onja ke rahe aghli az aghle ma miad va tajrobe neshon dade aghle ensan hamish dorost nemig va az tarafi dige chon raha momkene avaz shode bashe az bar khord be boon bast narahat nashin va say dar bazgashte dobare masir va tafakore bishtar va entekhabe dobare masir konin ( akhe momkene ba taghol bishtar dobare hamon masiro entekhab konin va etfaghi jade baz shode bashe)
ba tashakor
ye ranande ke raho eshteba rafte

Sunday, July 09, 2006

parasteshe khoshahli ya bitavajohi be digaran

:man zendegi khodamo mikonam be digaran chikar daram.
:adama azad afaride shodan ta azad zendegi konan man har kari ke dost daram mikonam.
:be man che oon nemitone ,man hal khodamo mikonam.
:zendegi mage chand rooz hale khodeto bebar.
:...
ina jomalatie ke ma ha gahi oghat ya bishtar oghat! estefade mikonim tahala fekr kardim ke in jomalat che ghadr khali az ensan bodane,ma ha hamishe fekr mikonim mani kamal ine ke KHOD ra be balatarin daraje khoshbakhti beresonim vali moshkele ma az hamin ja shoro mishe chon ma jomlaro bad khondim , KHOD to jomle bala man ya shoma be tore shakhsi nistim balke KHOD to jomle bala be mani khode to ba digaran ast.va in bozorgtarin ghalate emlai mast ke age khoda mikhast be dikte ma ba in ghalat nomre bede fekr konam hamamon ya sefr bodim ya zire dah.
ma ha ba nadide gereftane adamaye atrafemon say mikonim be zendegi majazi shirine khodemon edame midim,to in donyaye majazi ke vase khodemon sakhtim jaye adama ba abzar avaz shode ya be zabone dige hame chize atrafe ma abazaran va chizi dige be name adam mani nadare,ma az abzara estefade mikonim ta moshkelamon raf konim,vasamonam mohem nist ke abzara che etefaghi barashon miofte chon ke abzaro mishe avaz kard albate gahi oghatam chon to yek seri az jaha abzare khas niaze va oon abzar kam say mikonim ba zoor be dastesh biarim va agaram ma natonestim oon abzar ro bedast biarim va digari to nest say mikonim abzare oono kharab konim chon vaghti oon abzar male man nabashe nabayad aslan vojod dashte bashe.
hala man chera az in donyaye majazi ba abzaraye tosh migam, vase ine ke age mishe ye daghighe ham ke shode negah konim va bebinim ma ha ke gharar bood varese khoda ro zamin bashim ba in ersie chikar kardim. akhe ta key mikhaim be ehsasate digaran tavajoh nakonim ta key mikhaim ba zoor ehsas vase khodemon jam konim ta key yademon bere ke dost dashtan az del miad na zoor,ta key yademon bere ke khosh hali ye kheslate jamie nemishe ke vase khosh hali ma baghie narahat shan,ta key mikhaim ba to ghafas negah dashtane chizai ke khodemon dost darim oonaro zendani konimo ehsasateshono nadide begirim va oonaro to ghafase dele khodemon az bein be barim.
va soale man hamine ta KEY.
(in matlabo to rooze 40 om az oon roozi neveshtam ke fekr mikonam to oon rooz ba khaste khodam deli ro ranjondam va baese marge khodam shodam .va emrooz to 40 omin rooze az marge khodam mi kham ba in matn az oon deli ke ranjondam mazerat bekham va behesh begam ke man nemikham ba ghafas chizaio ke dost daram pishe khodam negah daram chon age chizio dost dashte bashi nemitoni oono to ghafas ranjor bebini,pas behatare be ja inke ono to ghafas koni dele khastato to dele khodet zendoni koni ke khastehat baese narahati digari nashe)
Ali Omrani
18/4/85

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

jade


dar yek shabe tariko sard ranande tanah dar halike sar shad zem zem e mikard : zendegi yani aftabo tolo zendegi yani darya o eshgho noro oo zendegi yani ... . dar jade pish miraft.piche aval piche dovom piche sevom piche... va pich hai ke poshte pich ha selsele var miamadando tay misshodan va miraftan .va sarbalaiha o sarpaini hai ke poshteo ham miamadand, va on ha niz tay mishodand (va cheghadr talkh o cheghsdr shirin). va ranande baz ham pish miraft ke nagahash abrhaye tarik asman ra fara gereft va dele ranande az abro asman gereft va dar hamin hal bood ke dele asman baraye dele tange ranande gereft .va angah bood ke asman tekei az ghalb khood ra shoro be baridan gereft. ba forode avalin ghatre ghalbe asman ghalbe ranande omidi taze be zistan gereft va ranande mirafto miraft dar hali ke asman mibarido mibardio mibarid ,dar hali ke ranande mirafto mirafto miraft va digar be asman nemigarist . ranande be raftan edame midad dar hali ke baran hanoz edame dasht ,ranande negahi be sa ate khod andakht .sobh nazdik bood va ranande ke baran ra faramosh karde bood va dar hale gozar az yeki digar az on hezaran pich bood ba ghat shodan baran be nagah bekhod amad va delash az asman dobare gereft, vali dar haman hal ke az on pich gozar mikardo ghamgin az gozare abrhaye bakhshande bood aftab shoro be tabesh az dobare khod az shargh gereft va in dele ranande bood ke dobare shadi ra az sar gereft dar hali ke ranande mirafto mirafto miraft.