parasteshe khoshahli ya bitavajohi be digaran

:man zendegi khodamo mikonam be digaran chikar daram.
:adama azad afaride shodan ta azad zendegi konan man har kari ke dost daram mikonam.
:be man che oon nemitone ,man hal khodamo mikonam.
:zendegi mage chand rooz hale khodeto bebar.
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ina jomalatie ke ma ha gahi oghat ya bishtar oghat! estefade mikonim tahala fekr kardim ke in jomalat che ghadr khali az ensan bodane,ma ha hamishe fekr mikonim mani kamal ine ke KHOD ra be balatarin daraje khoshbakhti beresonim vali moshkele ma az hamin ja shoro mishe chon ma jomlaro bad khondim , KHOD to jomle bala man ya shoma be tore shakhsi nistim balke KHOD to jomle bala be mani khode to ba digaran ast.va in bozorgtarin ghalate emlai mast ke age khoda mikhast be dikte ma ba in ghalat nomre bede fekr konam hamamon ya sefr bodim ya zire dah.
ma ha ba nadide gereftane adamaye atrafemon say mikonim be zendegi majazi shirine khodemon edame midim,to in donyaye majazi ke vase khodemon sakhtim jaye adama ba abzar avaz shode ya be zabone dige hame chize atrafe ma abazaran va chizi dige be name adam mani nadare,ma az abzara estefade mikonim ta moshkelamon raf konim,vasamonam mohem nist ke abzara che etefaghi barashon miofte chon ke abzaro mishe avaz kard albate gahi oghatam chon to yek seri az jaha abzare khas niaze va oon abzar kam say mikonim ba zoor be dastesh biarim va agaram ma natonestim oon abzar ro bedast biarim va digari to nest say mikonim abzare oono kharab konim chon vaghti oon abzar male man nabashe nabayad aslan vojod dashte bashe.
hala man chera az in donyaye majazi ba abzaraye tosh migam, vase ine ke age mishe ye daghighe ham ke shode negah konim va bebinim ma ha ke gharar bood varese khoda ro zamin bashim ba in ersie chikar kardim. akhe ta key mikhaim be ehsasate digaran tavajoh nakonim ta key mikhaim ba zoor ehsas vase khodemon jam konim ta key yademon bere ke dost dashtan az del miad na zoor,ta key yademon bere ke khosh hali ye kheslate jamie nemishe ke vase khosh hali ma baghie narahat shan,ta key mikhaim ba to ghafas negah dashtane chizai ke khodemon dost darim oonaro zendani konimo ehsasateshono nadide begirim va oonaro to ghafase dele khodemon az bein be barim.
va soale man hamine ta KEY.
(in matlabo to rooze 40 om az oon roozi neveshtam ke fekr mikonam to oon rooz ba khaste khodam deli ro ranjondam va baese marge khodam shodam .va emrooz to 40 omin rooze az marge khodam mi kham ba in matn az oon deli ke ranjondam mazerat bekham va behesh begam ke man nemikham ba ghafas chizaio ke dost daram pishe khodam negah daram chon age chizio dost dashte bashi nemitoni oono to ghafas ranjor bebini,pas behatare be ja inke ono to ghafas koni dele khastato to dele khodet zendoni koni ke khastehat baese narahati digari nashe)
Ali Omrani
18/4/85