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Monday, October 09, 2006

hekayati sili ike sorat,sorkh ,negah midasht

migan az kar bordaye sili ineke vaghti ye nafar kare eshtebah kard bezani to soratesh ke befahme kare eshtebahi karde va to az dastesh narahati,va az karbodaye digasham ine ke vaghti dava mikonoi ta hagheto begiri bezani to sarate tarafe moghabelet ke behesh befahmoni ke to az haghet nemigzari va chera sili in mafhomo montaghel mikonam fekr konam vase ineke ham darda zodgozaran vali darde sili ta chand sa at badam mimone .vali sili to in zamone ye karborde digam dare ke man dalilesho nemidonam chon in yeki ba oon 2taye dige ye farghe bozorg dare inke in yeki aslan ro sorate kesi dige nemizanan balke be sorate khoseshon mizanan.
in yeki ro mizanan ke sorate khodeshon sorkh beshe ,sorkh beshe ke digaran nafahman ke sorateshon az bitafavoti rozegar sefide,sorkh beshe ke kesi birangi ke hamrahe bighazai hasto hamrah ona nabine,sorkh beshe ke kasi rangi ke hamrahe aberoye rafte onaro raftae ro nabine,va ajab sorkh mikonad sili ike az khod bar khod neshinad.
shayadam in sili karbodesh ba oon 2 ta sili ghabli fargh nadare ,shayaad in sili ham be khatere eshtebahi ke rokh dade zadeshode vali in dafe bar akse dafe pish be jaye inke to moghser bashi ke sili bokhori,oon kesi ke moghasere sili ro mizane to soratet onam ba dastaye khodet ke yadet biad to vase eshtebahi ke onkarde moghseri va oon taghsir chie malom nist va inam yeki az ajayebe taze rozegare,shayad ham in sili az hamon sili noe dovome faghat ba in fargh ke vaghti dastet be sorate onike bayad hagheto azash begiri nemirese,bayad to sorate khodet bezani ke yadet bashe to hagh nadari hagh talab koni va chi shod ke in jomle varede jomlehaye ma shod nemidonam vali fekr mikonam be oon zamani bar migarde ke yek seri dashtan say mikardan sili bezanan ta hagh begiran va ma khab bodim va fekr mikonam age haminjori be in khab edame bedim dige in jomle ye jomle nabashe balke asl bashe ,va dashtan sorati be range sorkhe sili gheyre adi nabashe balke dige rangi gheyre in rang nabashe.
pas age khastid be jaye range sorkhe sili to sorate ham jensaton rang jari bashe bidar shid va ba dastatonbe jaye sili ike nesare ona shode mohabat nesareshon konin ta rangi begiran,va hamrahe ona baraye gereftane hagheshon faryad konin.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

faramoshi

midonin adama to zendegishon etefaghaye ziadi miofte ke baese mishe ghose darshan va gham bekhoran va in etefagham kam nist,kari ke hame ma adama bayad betonim anjam bedim ineke ghose haro faramosheshon konim va be masiremon edame bedim,chon ke ghose jozvi az masire,vali midonam ke hamaton hamishe mishe hame ghose haro faramosh kard? in soal vase hamamon hast,javabi ke man vasash daram ineke NA,nemishe hame ghose haro faramosh kard chon bazi ghose ha ro nabayad faramosh kard,va aslan faramoshishone ke baes mishe ma bejaye edame be masire zendegi,be birahe bioftim,in ghose ha hastan ke maro yade ensan bodanemon bendazan ,yademon bendazan ke ma ghalbi darim ke az dori,tanhai,az dast dadan,mordan, migire va kochik mishe va ghose mikhore va hamin ghalbe ke mitone bozorg she ta betonim ,bahash be ham nazdik shim,shad konim,eshgh bevarzim va bezendegimon taravati dobare bedim,vase hamine ke migam age bazi ghamo ghose ha vojod nadasht ma khayli chizaro faramosh mikardim.
vase hamin ma ha be hokme ensan bodanemon bayad say konim hadaghal chizai ke baese ghamgin shodane digaran misharo az bein bebarim -hata age baese ghamgin shodane khodemon beshe(chon behtar dele khodemon beshkane vali del nashkonim)-va ye seri gahmo ghose ha ke male khodemone pishe khodemon negah darim (chon ghamo ghoseha jozvi az asrare vojode man)va shayad betonim ye roozi in ghamo ghose ha ke emrooz vasamon ye neshone az zende bodane vojodemon hastano faramosh konim chon kholase ghose ghosast o bayad faramoshe vali khob shayad ba hame talashi ke mikonim nashe ,chonke ma faghat ye ENSANIM.

dostan

agar az avalin khaterate ghashange ahar adamm be porsin hatman yekish ke khayli shirin va ghashang boode khatere avalin dost hashe va rozai ke ba ham dashtan.
DOSTI:rabetei ke az sare mohabat bein adam ha shekl migire.
in jomle shayad yek tarife yek khati bashe vali hamin tarife yek khati tamam zendegi ma ra tahte tasir gharar mide va mishe goft age in tarif vojod nadasht mishe goft kalamat digar ke to in tarif vojod nadash kalamat die ke to in tarif be kar borde shode mesle adam va mohabat ham dige mani nadasht,engar in 3 kalame ba ham dige be vojod amadan va hich kodomeshon mani mostagheli nadashte and va nakhahand dasht(shayad in fele zaman ayande eshtebah bashe to in jomle,chonke engar ba in revali ke pish mire vase ayande harf zadan taze dar morede hamchin chizi mesle dosti kar eshtebahie).
vali midonin yek chizi ke hamishe dar morede tarif ha sadeghe inke tarifha hata agar khayli ham bolan va ba tafsil ham bashand be ye ketab miresand !?vali mani ha ro nemishe to 1000 ta ketab ham benevisi makhsosan vaghti mani i mesle dosti va refaghat bashe,dosti ke ba mohabat aghaz mishe,ba az khod gozashtegi edame peidamikone,dosti ke tosh tavagho dashtan bi mani e chon dost to rahe dost ham chizo mide hata jonesho, dosti ke gerye cheshmesh zakhme delete,dosti i ke bato mikhand bito pajmorde mishe,dosti i ke har kari bekhay bekoni poshtete hata age bedone eshtebahe vali bekhatere inke to dost dari pa be pat ta akharesh miad,dosti i ke to ro az dare biroon mikeshe va kholase dosti i ke ba to zendegi mikone va ba to mimire.
man nemidona ke chetor bayad az khoda tashakor kard,mani ke to zendegim har chi daram bekhatere mohabatashe va in yeki lotfi ke be hem dashte yani dashtan in hame dost ke har kodomeshon yeghete az vojode mano behem hedie dadan tashakor konam.
va alan ke in matno neveshtam mikham az hame onai ke mani dosti ro be man fahmonda, az dadasham(Arash,Mohsen) ke rafigham bodan va mani chetor zendegi kardano behem yad dadan az zan dadasham (Nazanin)ke hamishe shenavaye harfaye birabte man bode va rahnamai karde,az Siamak va Sara ke to mohem tarin dore zendegim kenar bodan va ghashang tarin lahzate 4 sal az zendegimo mdyono onam va hamishe be khatere poshti banihashon mamnoneshonam,az Navid ke monesam boode va hoselasho khayli sar bordam va hamishe be khatere baradarish madyonesham,az Shervin va Bahman ke mani vaghei elem ro behem fahmondan va hamishe vase man ostadan,az Ali J va Mamad ke hamishe olgoham bodan,az Shabnam , Forozin,ALi kohi,Sanaz,Alireza,Rozbeh vase hoselashon ke ba harfam hoselashon sar bordam, az Kiavash bekhatere dadsahi bodan va mahrame man bodan,az Siavash bekhatere tosie hash,ham fekri hai ke man be baziashon gosh nadadam,Hamid vase ham del bodan va mese ye rafigh samimi baham bahs kardano chiz yad gereftan azash,az Faryane va Vida vase mehraboniahsh, dostaye jadidam Taha,Mehrdad,Navid,Amir,Saber,Mohamadreza va Tina ke daneshgaho vasam onjori ke dost dashtam kardan,az Karen ke to madrese rafigham bood,va dar akhar ye nafar hast ke chon fekr mikonam khoshesh nemiad azash esm bebaram esmesho nemigam vali man azash darsaye taze yad gereftam va mogheiati ke oon vasam ijad kard baes shod khayli chizaye jadid va taze ro tajrobe konam va koli chiz yad begiram va bozorg sham(albate khodam fekr mikonam bozorg shodam) ,az hame va hamashon tashakor konam .

ba tashakor
kesi ke arezoshe betone bekhobi shoma to dosti bashe

hararat,shor va shoro

ma ha ye chizo to zendegimon gom kardim,ye chizi ke baes shode zendegimon be sokon berese va fasle sard pochi va bihadafi vase baramon aghaz beshe,va vase hamine ke karaamon bihadaf,sa atamon bihosele,varozamon bihode va tekrari mishan engar ke hichi va hichi dige nist ke rozamon va karamono taghir bede.
nemidonam vaghan chi baes shode ke ma oon ye chizo gom konim shayad mese khayli chizaye dige ke yademon mire be khatere inke jolo cheshmemone vali chon ma hamishe yademon mire chizaye sadei ke dore baremone bebinim va be khatere tekrar be ye adat baramon tabdil mishe oono nadidim va gomesh kardim.va hamon roza bood ke zendegimon be paize sardesh nazdik shod,ma ha shoro hararato to zendegimon gom kard.
age in rooza dobare be atrafemon negah konim mitonin oon chizi ke gom kardimo dobare peida konim.in rooza vaghti danesh amoza va danesh johai ke taza varede madrese va daneshgah shodano negah koni mitoni to shon shor va hararati ke baraye shoro e zendegi no ro daran bebini va bebini ke hararat in atish ke to vojodeshon hast tamame zehn va afkareshon fara gerefte va hata mitoni khode in atish ham bebini,labkhandai ke to soratashone ,barghi ke to negahashone,are ina khode zendegian be hamin sadegi be hamin zibaie zibai ke maha be khatere sadegish nadidimesh,va in sorataye khandono nadide gereftim.vali alan ke cheshmamono baz konim va bebinimeshon oon chizi ke gom kardimo peida mikonim,ma shore zendegio gom kardim va baraye peida kardanesh be ye shoro niaz darim va eshtebahe ma ineke fekr mikonim shoro faghat ye bare dar hali ke ensan to zendegish shoro ziad dare vase hamin ma bayad dobare ba omido ,va ba negahi taze aghaz konim,va az shoro natarsim chon hamin edame dadan be rahe ghalatemon baes shode ke ma shoro shogh ro az dast bedim va faghat omid be shoro i taze va no mitone in omidi o bezendegimon bar gardone.
be omide shoroi taze dar fasli ke fasle aghaz hast,aghaz hai ke hata shoro sardiam nemitone joloshono begire.