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Friday, August 31, 2007

shahri ke mehdi dar on gomshode ast

mikham az shahri begam ke viran ast
jaye eshgo ghazal zendan ast
shahri ke dar on mohbat gomshode ast
ghoflha kilide dar mardom shode ast
shahri ke jaye sonbolo sosano shamdani nist
shahri ke jaye bolbolo sorodo azadi nist
sharki ke dar siahai gomshode ast
sihai range dele mardom shode ast
shari ke dar on kasi jan bahre nan mifroshand
on degar nan be bahreye nan mifroshand
shahri ke dar on daro geran mifroshand
lezato omro be gheran mifroshand
shahri ke khane arzan shode ast
gheymate omre javanan shode ast
shahri ke dar on koche ha tarik ast
darbe khane ha be range paiz ast
shahre man dar dorogh gom shode ast
bivafa be mehre mardom shode ast
shahre man be gerye dokhtrakan mikhandad
dar beroye arosakan mibandad
shahre man mahmele gorgan ast
ba vagh vagho zar zar mizban ast
shahre man shahrist ke mehdi dar on gom shode ast
esme oo khialo zabane mardom shode ast
shahr man nefrine rab rahman shode ast
na kofr goftam rab montazre hemate mardan shode ast

chegone khodkhah ya ahmagh ra beshnasim

in mabhase khodkhaha ya ahmagh ha ya hamon khodkhahaye amagh ro shenasai kardan vaghan yeki az omore moheme ke adam nabayad khayli sathi azash gozar kone chon tahrobe neshon dade dar mavarede besiari to zendegi adama be kar miad.ma dar in matne ghasd baresi sefate koli kharha ya ba adabish hamon ahmagh ha ro baresi konim.
1-bishtar ahmagh ha moshkeleshon az in ja shoro mishe ke khodeshono dar tamami zamineha saheb sabk va sahebe hagh midonan va be hamin dalil lozomi be shak kardan dar karhashon nemibinan va az nazare oon ahmagh har kesi mitone bashe be joz oona .
2-az digar sefate ahmagh ha ke jozve sefat haye khase oonam mibashe ine ke khayli rahat mitonan sare khodeshono kola bezaran ke age deghat konid vaghan khasas be onvane mesal tasavor konid ba kasi movajeh beshid ke kamelan az dast shoma asabanie va oon ro be neshaneye alaghe makhfi shakhse moghabel bedonin ke emkane boroz nadashte bezarin(albat deghat konin gahi oghat in emkan dare va taghsire oon bicharam nist)
3-az digar neshane ye ahmagh ine ke khastehai dare ke faghat az tarighe mojeze emkan pazire mese inke to kipe divari va azat bekhad ke rah bedi.
4-az digar neshanehaye ahmagh ha ine ke dochare tavahome shakhsiat hastan va khodeshono dar jaygahe moghabeli hastan yani hamon tiz hosh,baraye hamon dar besiari az mavared mesle inke hame to ye saf vastadan say dar lai keshi va az baghal rad kardan daran va ino be hesabe zerangi mizaran.
5-az digar moshakhasehaye ahmagh in mibashad ke hich gone taghiri dar raftar baraye on ha emkan pazir nist chera ke tebghe estedlale kamelan manteghi ke daran shakhsiat va ghorore vala martabeye oon ha in emkano beheshon nemide!?
inai ke dar bala gofte shod sefahthaye khase ye ahmaghe shayad beshe sefahthaye digam dad vali hamin chanta baraye tozih amaleshon kafie va hamintor ke didim rishe bistar in hemaghat ha to hamon khod pasandie ahmaghane mast,vali ye chizo deghat konim ke hemaghat chizie ke hich kodom az ma azash ari nistim va kamo bishe behesh niazmandim vemohem ine ke ma hemaghatamono betonim contorol konim va be hemaghathaye ghablimon modam va modam edam nadim.


yek ahmagh ke minevise

Thursday, May 31, 2007

entezar

nemidonam mafhome entezar kamelan che mani dare shayad manish gozarane vaght be omide bar avorde shodane ye khaste bashe ,age injori e age khaste baravarde nashe esmesh chi mishe entezar ya na mishe etelafe vaght ? age etelafe vaghte pas vaghti motmaeni ye khaste mohaghagh nemishe baraye chi bazam montazer mimonim ,in soali bood ke dirooz az khodam miporsidam baraye chi montazere chizai hasti ke etefagh nemioftan ,khodam natonestam javabesho bedam ,na dorogh migam javabesho az aval midonestam vali nemikhastam ke ghabolesh konam javabesham in bood hamishe oon tah tahe tah ye noore sedai tahe ghalb adam hast ke yavash mige MISHE.

2 ,1,... rooz mande be ...(ya hekayat yek shomarande revayate dovom)

nemidonam in melat che dardi daran ke be harchi kerm berizan va be ye bohran tabdilesh konan maslan in ghazie shomarande hamchin masale mohemi nist ke adama bekhad khodesho bekhateresh narahat kone ,mage shomarnade chi kar mikone be joz in ke bege 1 sal 6 mah 6 rooz 1 rooz 1 sa at taze age khafan bashe saniharo ham makos mige inke chizi nist mikhay manam begam taze man bar aksesho ham mitonam begam ke oon nemitone bege oonvaght mardom gir midan ke in kayli moheme va dar moredesh bahse falsafi mikonan che kara ,vala age man beporsi ba shomarande haye zendegi chi kar mikoni migam hichi bezar biad bere mage farghi mikone,age bade inke shomarande tamom shod etefaghe badi mesle enfejare bomb etefagh oftad ke oftad chi mishe mage taze halam mikonim yade 4shanbe sori mioftim,agaram khodaye nakarde bad enfejaresh ma mordim ke mordim taze jalebam hast ba hayejan mordim vali fekresho kon age ghablesh ma hey to fekr bodim ke che etefaghi miofte shayd mifahmidim ke gharar bomb monfajer beshe onvaght shayad farar mikardam onvaght in hayejano ke bad az enfejare bomb va masdom nashodan nasibemon mishodo az dast midadim,pas mibinin ke adam age be shomarande ha fekr nakone va natarse che chizai bedast miare va age betarse che chizaio az dast mide.albat nemikham monkere in besham ke adam bayad gahi oghat az in shomarande ha betarse onam vaghtie ke shoma be oon bombe baste shodi vaghan tars dare va adam khodesho bayad baraya ye marge dardnak vali khodaish por hayejan amade kone :d vali ye chiz digam ke adam bayad khodesho amade kone ine ke mese har filmi momkene bombe monfajer she va to zende bemoni pas ye fekr bayad bekoni ke bade enfejare in bomb beshini khone az tarsesh tekon nakhori ya na mese man bache poro bashi va bedonbale shomarandehaye jazabe dige zendegi bashe.p.s rasti yadam raft momkene oon moghei ke bombe monfajer mishe ye khanom motekhasese khonsa kardane bomb biad khonsash kone badesham shoma ba oon khanome ezdevaj konin va zendegiton shirin she pas mibinin bomba hamisham bad nistan .az tarafe ye bache poro mikhad bere be sarnevesht saz tarin bombe emsal

6,5,4,... rooz monde be ...(ya hekayate ye shomarande)

1sal monde,6mah monde,1hafte monde,1 rooz monde,1 sa at monde ,1 daghighe monde va akharesh onchizi ke montazersh boodi ya montazeret boode mirese ;gahi oghat in lahzeha lahzehai hastan ke to dost dari to beheshon beresi va gahi oghat vaghtaian ke mikhay az dasteshon farar koni vali khob ye moshkele zaman ine ke tosh paresh mani nadare hatman miad va toie ke residanesho dost nadari 2 rah bishtar nadari ya bemonio bahash robero shi va dardesho tahmol koni ya say koni residanesho nadide begiri dardesho bekeshi.kodomesho entkhab bayad kard,nemidonam vali ino midonam ke ye chiz ke ghable in entekhaba moheme ine ke avalesh bedoni aslan baraye chi az oon lahze farar mikoni ,vase in farar mikoni ke az vagheiate oon lahze mitarsi ya vase ine ke to nemitoni to vagheiate oon lahze sarnevesht saz bashi.bade inke tonesti javabe soaleti bayeki az javabaye bala bedei onvaght mitoni entekhab koni ke robero shodan ba vaghiat behtare ya farar,ya talash baraye taghir natije behtare ya ghabole bakht ghabl az bakht.
vali ye chiz digam ghable tasmimeton yadeton bashe chizi ke shomarnade haro avaz mikone ma hastimo ye lahze ,pas indafe ghabl az inke shomarande be akhar berese ye negah bekhodemom bekonim shayad ma oni bashim ke lahzaro taghir mide,ya shayad ma oni hastim ke vagheiato ba tamame sakhtiash tahamol mikone,shayad onvaght dige az shomrande farar nakardim.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

nasim sargashte

rande shode az bagh
salam ey baghe kam lotfe bi mehr
man baz amadam
man ki on rooz ke az shahre nasimhaye sar gashte amadam be takabor randi
va emrooz ke az shahre nasimihaye bi del amadam be tamaskhor mirani
vali farda ke az shahre nasimhaye gomgashte dar bagh amadam to mara be che mirani ?
shekve
ey sarve na arame naz salam
man amadam charkheshi be gerde to aghaz konam
nazari ba laele to sepas shekve aghaz konam
ke toi on hame razo niaz
va manam on dast barnde be dargah niaz
ke key shavad to be man baz ai
pasokhe razo niaz baz ari
ke mane asheghe sargashte to be tahamol rozha ra gashteam va be takasore salha gom gashtam
pas ejabat kono rokh benamay sahne del roshano jaye khode benamay

mahe tanhai ha

roozha
az yade on roozhaye dor
ta kam foroghie in roozhaye bighoror
az tanahaie on roozhaye tango dor
beto ey yare na emrooz o diroozhaye dor
salam
ey cheshmhaye porghororor be yade on ayame nachandan dor
be to namei midaham namei na be liaghate in tanhaie sard ba on morovatash dar hamrahi in saye sarde ghorob
...
...
...
ke haman man miravam az tange ghorob
khodahafez ey aftabe bi ghorob
vaghte raftan
vaghti az khonam miri
movazebam ke az delam nari
vaghti az gonam miri
movazebam ke az delam nari
vaghti az baram miri
movazebam ke az delam nari
vaghti az in donya miri
movazebam ke tanha nari(sher nist)

mahe tanhai ha

roozha
az yade on roozhaye dor
ta kam foroghie in roozhaye bighoror
az tanahaie on roozhaye tango dor
beto ey yare na emrooz o diroozhaye dor
salam
ey cheshmhaye porghororor be yade on ayame nachandan dor
be to namei midaham namei na be liaghate in tanhaie sard ba on morovatash dar hamrahi in saye sarde ghorob
...
...
...
ke haman man miravam az tange ghorob
khodahafez ey aftabe bi ghorob
vaghte raftan
vaghti az khonam miri
movazebam ke az delam nari
vaghti az gonam miri
movazebam ke az delam nari
vaghti az baram miri
movazebam ke az delam nari
vaghti az in donya miri
movazebam ke tanha nari(sher nist)

safar

rooze aval
khodahafez rafighe salhaye bood
nemidanam begam to ya vojod
az bahare del har che mipasandi ey vojod to haman benam to ra
ke farda ke miai az on safare dor baz man haman kharamo to haman vojod
hal ke az nobate nam baz amadim ey aziz migoiam barayat az yad on roozhaye bi nazir
az on sarate zohre bi raghib ke tora didam ba on rafighe jan shafigh
khande mikardid dar on roozhaye khob
bazle migoftid dar on on shab haye dor
vali...
hay khodahafez mahtabo aftabe dor
man montazeram ghorbanetan sange sabor
doai baraye safar
az shabangah ke be sahar miai az peye on lae le saman miai
ba kharamano be salaman safarat
rafighano moridan hamsafarat
ke safar az samte moridast be morad
ke az bahre del asto na az tango niaz
pas be salamat ey tasvire rohaye kam nazir
modie cheshm berahat khari az tahe kavir

Saturday, March 31, 2007

chegone 1 ra az 1 tashkhis dahim

1 emm nemidonam ino key yad gereftam to 6 mah avale zendegi ya 1 sal ya aslan man hich vaght yad nagereftam va fekr mikonam fahmidam 1 yani chi ya na aslan balad bodam 1 chie va manish chie vali har chizi hast fekr konam ba havadesi ke emsal etefagh oftad daghighan mani 1 ro fahmidam.avalesh ba in shoro shod ke avale emsal fahmidam baraye 1 i shodan 2 nafar ba yeki bodan dorost nemishe balke bayad 2 ta bood ke be ezafe mohbat 2 nafar beshe 1 va ba 1 mohbat in moadele 1 nemishe faghat yeki 1 khali o tanha mishe,vali khob age in 2ta betonan 1 beshan manfi har chi beshan bazam 1 an.dafe bad ke to make bood ke fahmidam 1 yani chi 1 yani inke ghororo khodeto bezari kenar ta bedoni gomshi va 1 shi.akharin chizi ke emsal be man fahmond 1 shodan che shekli in bood ke to ordo i ke raftim va conferanci ke dashtim age har kodom az maha mikhastim mese bazia saze khodemono bezanim va be fekre khode takimon bashim hich vaght nemitonestim 1 i bashimo 1 beshim.
hala ke fahmidam 1 manish chi mikham say konam emsal ke miad betonam ba dostam 1i besham ba khodaam 1i besham va age yad gereftam va yad gereftan ba digaran va ba oon 1 ibesham.sale noton mobarak 1 bashid.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

baycot

in rooza sohbat az tahrimo va baykot kardan ziade mam mahze khali nabodane arize emrooz mikham be in mozoe mohem va mahbobe ejtemai mipardazim ke haghan kamtar jamei peida mishe ke az in mozo ba aghoshi garm esteghbal nashe va vaghan ham in esteghbal besyar aghelanast.
nemikham az tarikhche tahrim kardan begam ke ziad shenidid vali az avamelesh va mazayash mikham begam ke har chi dar in bab gofte beshe bazam kame.az avamele avalie ke tahrim ro shekl midan mishe be hemaghat,lajbazi,bi fekri ,pish davari,goshadi,gardan kolofti eshare kard ke hame in kheslat ha az vizhe gihaye asli tashkil dahande adam hastan ke bande be onvane nevisande in matn besyar be oon ahmiat midam chera ke mishe goft hame moshkelai ke zendegi maro tashkil mide az hamina tashkil shode va bedone onha zendegi ma az ghashangi miofte(bande be shakhse ba in zendegihaye to ketabi mokhalefam chie adam ba hame khob bashe,age injori beshe ma dar morede chi benevisim khobi?)
albate dar bala dalalyeli ke baraye baycot kardan avorde shod hame daraye sefate manfi bood vali khob dalyale khobi hamanand agah,dor andishi va MOHABATam mitonan az avamele baycot kardan bashe.fekr konam dar inja besyari az khanandegan be sehate aghli shakhse bande shak karde bashand ,chera ke dar bala az yekseri avamele kamelan manfi baraye baycot kardan namborde va dar pain az avameli kamelan khalafe on,albate shakhsan be khanande be in shake bejaye khanande hagh midaham va on ra dorost midanam chera ke khode bande niz in soal ke aya man az sehate aghli barkhordam bar khorde va barha javab haye gonagoni az khodam daryaft karde am.vali khob dar inja bande ba sehate aghlia kamel matalebe balaro taid mikonam chera ke ye seri az tahrima,az noe tahrimaian ke vase khob kardane ozae,ye seri vase bad kardane oza .har kodom az in tahrimaye khobo bad ye jabe bad va khob dare,to mitoni be ye tahrim ke vase kharab kardane oza javabe khob bedi va ba mantegh ozaro be halate aval bargardoni,ya mitoni toam chamsh bashi va oza ro kharab koni va ya mitoni be ye tahrimi ke vase dorost kardane oza emal shod ba bardashte ghalati ke azash mikoni ye javabe bad bedi va ozaro kharab koni.
shayad ye rooz vase ye kare dorostemon , ye rooz dige vase ye care ghalat,ye rooz vase ye andishe dorost ,ye rooz vase nefrat,ye rooz vase eshgh baycot shim vali mohem nist ke to be khatere kodomeshon baycot mishi mohem ine ke age behagh baycot shode bodi dalilesho befahmi va agar na neshon bedi ke dalile shakhse tahrim konande ghalate natijahsham hamish mohem nist chon ye vaghtai ma nemifahamim ya vaghtai digaran vali khob age say konim khob in dalilaro be fahmim dige niazi be estefade az baycot kardan vase fahmondane in dalayel nadrim ,pas biain befahmim vase chi baycot shodim

Saturday, December 09, 2006

roozi ke Goftego gom shod

oon roozi ke Goftego gom shod,ye rooz sobh bood ye rooz mese hame roozhaye dige ,na albate shayad fargh dasht hatman fargh dasht vagarne ke Goftego gom nemishod,oon rooz sobh mano Goftego dashtim miraftim va dar morede inke vase chi narahate sohbat mikardim,oon az bi mahali adama behesh sohbat miakard,migoft oon vaghtai ke man mitonam komak konam mano pas mizanan va nemizaran kari bekonam bejash vaghti ke Dava ,Sokoot,ya Jaro bahs mian jolo va pishnehad komak midan sari ghabol mikonan.moghei ke in harfaro mizad khayli narahat bood va ashk mirikht.man be harfash gosh midadam va deldarish midadam ke narahat nabashe.bad az inke halesh behtar shod man raftam soraghe karam va onam raft donbale karaye khodesh.bad az zohr dashtam az Dava vase karm komak migreftam, ke Goftego omad va goft :mitonam komakam koni ,manam behesh goftam:boro gomsho to hich vaght natonesti komaki bekoni va nemitoniam bekoni.va hamon bad az zohr bood ke Goftego gom shod va az oon rooze ke man donbalesham ta vase harfaye oon rozam azash mazerat bekham vali hanoz peidash nakardam har ja ke miram ya kesi nadidatesh ya dide vali az onjam rafte age shoma ye vaght didinesh begid bargarde inja jash khayli khalie.

bebakhshid jenab ghazi ye lahze ejaze hast?

ma adam ha ye vaghtai ye karai mikonim ke nakhaste baes narahati atrafianemon mishe va onam bedone inke bedonan in kare ma az ghasd nabood az daste ma narahat mishan, in narahatiha mitonan be kodarataye bozorg tabdil beshan va mitonan khayli ba aramesh raf beshan in be raftare ma bastegi dare,inke ma ba raftaremon az kasi ke narahat shode bekhatere soe tafahome pish omade mazerat bekhaim ya inke sare harfemon bemonin va taghsir ro begrdane tarafe moghabel bendazim.midonin har kodom az in raftara mitone tabi bashe va entekhabe har kodomeshon be man moghaser bodan to ya oon taraf nist balke to injor mavaghe har 2 nafar moghaseran vali khob chon maha ye chizi be name ghoro darim(albate age in mani vase kalame ghoror dorost bashe)va mikhaim taghsiro gardane digari bendazim baramon moshkel mishe va momkene rahe hale dovom entekahb konim.
inaro goftam vase inke mikhastam dar morede yeki az hamin mavaghe ke nakhaste ham digaro narahat mikonim sohbat konam ,moghiati ke ziad baramon etefagh miofte ,fekr konam hamamon in moghiato ke mikham begam khayli tajrobe kardim che be onvane fael che be onvane mafol.oon raftari ke mikham dar moredesh sohbat konam ghezavat kardan va nazar dadan dar morede digarane,shayad ghezavat kardan be nazare shoma kare badi nabashe ke be nazare manam belfel kare badi nist vali in ghezavat kardan dar morede adama vaghti ke shoma faghat yek jomle dar morede kasi ya chizi shenidin va agahi kamel az oon fard ya majara nadarin khatrnak tarin chiz baraye adam va rabetehashe.in raftare ma khayli vaghta bedone hich manzori sorat migire va baese mishe ke ma faghat az roye mohabat va refaghat vase dostamon va adamaye atrafemon hokm sader konim va ba oon hokmi ke sader mikonim tarafe moghabelo narhat konim,vali in az oon mavaghei ke mohabat asar aks mide va mai ke az sare dosti in karo kardim baes narahati dostemon beshim va in raftare ma baes mishe ke na tanha samimiate ma bishtar nashe balke faselamono ziad ham mikone ,chon ke dige oon dost nadare harfasho ba ma bezane ke mabada baz ham shoma bekhaid nadoneste nazar bedid va ono mahkom konid.paas biad un dafe ke dobare khodemono jaye ghazi mizarim aval az in magham dast bardarim badesh bishtar gosh konim, va bad age didim ke agahi kafi darim, pas az fekr kardane kafi az manzare dost nazar bedim ,na az manzre ye ghazie ye hokm.
say konim ,mishe.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

be donbale kasei zire nim kase

emrooz dashtam miraftam az to comod kase var daram ke didam ye kase zire nim kasamon hast bad yade in estelah oftadam ke taraf ye kasei zire nim kasash hast yekam fekr kardam ke chi shod ke in estelah sakhte shod,yekam ke fekr kardam didam vaghean estelahe kamel va jamei baraye karbord dar mavaredi ke adam be digaran shak dare hast ,chon age deghat konin in mafhom kamelan dar batne in matn gonjide shode migi na man alan baraton tozih midam chera hast ,age negah konin kase andazash bozorgtar az nim kasasat pas kesi ke ye kase ke ye kase kochik neshon mide adame mashkokie chon ki ke donbale chizaye kochi va sade bashe pas in adam hatman ye kase dare,pas mibnim ke in adamye mashkokan ke nim kasei daran ke ziresh kasas dar hali ke adame gheyre mashkok kase dare na nim kase va in khasiate adame mashkoke ke nim kase baraye gool zadane ma dare.
va az in mesal baz ham be hosh va zekavat bodan pas mast ke ma az oon ha dars begirim va hamishe be donbale kase bashim va agar rozi kesi nim kase dasht bavar nakonim ke haghan khode adam nakes va doro hamin sahebane nim kase ha hastan ke modam ba ghayem kardane kase khod zire nim kase dar hale gomrah kardane ma hasta ,pas bar hame ma vajebast dast az shak kardan be karhaye sade va moslaman karhaye pichide afrad bar nadarim va in ghaede hich estesnai nadarad hata dostan va ashnayan.
albate dostan tavajoh dashte bahsan gahi (bayad goft bishtar vali hamin gahi behtare) oghat baraye bazi dostan in moshkel pish miad ke dar rastaye peyda kardane kase az farte jediat nim kasaro mishkanan ke in beleshakhse daraye irad nist chera ke bayad nim kase kasiro ke kase dare shekast va in kamtarin mojazate kasie ke nemikhad kasasho neshon bede va bejash nim kase neshon mide, vali chon gahi(hamon nokte bala)oghat vaghan sahebe nim kase faghat ye nim kase dashte na kase dochare asabaniat shode va az daste shoma narahat mishan (ke albat be nazare shakhse bande inam eshkali nadare) ke in narahati ha baes shode ke dige kesi kesi nabine ke ye vaght dobare kasash beshkane va hamin amr baese kahesh foroshe kase va nim kase shode va in amr narahati kasabe kase forosh shode,baraye hamin ma n az dostan khahesh mandam ke dar rastaye peida kardane kaseye zire nim kase az shekastane nim kase khodari farmayand.
ba tashakor
nevisande hazer va kase foroshe sabegh

khayli dardnak ya shayad khayli aram

bazi chiza khayli sade shoro mishan va khayl i sakht tamom mishan ,bazi chizam khayli sade shoro mishan va khayli sadam tamom mishan ,age bekhaim donbale mesal barashon begardim ziade,mohem ine ke befahmim oon chie ke mitone in tafavoto ijad kone ke yeba inke hardoshon asoon shoro mishan yekishon asoon va yekishon sakht tamom mishan.
man to haftei ke gozasht be in mozo khayli fekr kardam ,shorosham dar asare takhayolat fekri va tavajoh be mohit nabood balke in dafe az hese khodkhai khodam shoro shod va dastane in khod khahi ham az oonja shoro shod ke man az 3shanbe hafte pish to takht oftadam.
vaghti ke mariz shodam va to takht oftadam be in fekr kardam ke man be hich kodom az oonai ke har rooz ya ye rooz dar mion vasashon zang mizadam zang nemizanam ta bebinam key ona yade man mioftan ,omidvar bodam ke ta 5 shanbe ya jome be hem zang bezanan vali vaghti didam asre 5shanbe hich ki be man zang nazad in dige bimari nabood ke azyatam mikard balke in fekr ke hich ki toro dost nadare va vase to ahmiat ghael nist bood ke ranjam midad va in narahati edame dasht ta vaghti ke avalin nafar ke motmaen bodam miad vared shod onam ba ye kompote ananase 3 kilo i ,nemitonam begam to oon lahze che ghadr khosh hal shodam nemidonam vase kompote bood ya omadane oon(hamon hamid pesar ame geram)?vali fekr mikonam bekhatere oon bood.bade hamid kiavash omad ke shadiomo moza af kard na bekhatere inek ye kompot dige avord na chon nayavor balke vase inke alan 2 nafar bodan ke vase man ahmiat ghael shode bodan.
midonin shayad omadan ona ya zang zadane chand famile dige harkate khayli bozorgi be nazar nayad vali vaghti to marizi va hes mikoni ke in dard ya bimari mitone hata baes margetam beshe ba didane inke hanoz kesai hastan ke to zendegi to barashon ahmiat dari va vaghti nabashi nabodeto ehsas mikonan va vase bodanet arzesh ghaelan vase hamin pishet mian haleto miporsan va bahat tamas migiran onvaght ke be khodet migi to dige hagh nadari mariz bashi to bayad dard ro tahamol koni ta khob shi ta oona khosh hal beshan.
va az inja bood ke fahmidam chetor mishe ye shoro sade mese shoro hamin bimari 2 noo payan dashte bashe yeki dardnak va digari aram ,maha vaghti mitonim ba ye shoro sade be ye payane aram beresim ke ba ham bashim va vaghti mitonim be ye payane dardanak beresim ke tanha bashim.

gozasht,kalamei ro be faramoshi

inke az koja in kalame omad to zendegi ma va che hadesie monjar be vorodesh shod nemidonam vali fekram nakonam tarikhe vared shodanesh bish az chand rooz aval zendegi bashar bashe.vali khob ba inke in kalame zood be voojod omade vali zood zoodam az yadamon mire,akhe midonin ye kochik kalameye sakhtei ziad to hafeze nemimone vase inke hamin ke adam yadesh miad enghadar anjam dadanesh sakhte sari bikhilaesh mishim va faramoshe mikonim.vali khob age bekhaym hamishe faramoshesh konim ye halat pishe ro darim onam tanhai,jodai va ghamo ghosei ke hamishe har vaght tanha mishim miad soraghemon.
vali khob gozashtam sakhte gozasht be in manast ke vase yekesi ke dost dari az chizai ke dost dari va ya az eshtebahai ke oon anjam dade begzari va khob chon hame ma age bekhaim vaghe bin bashim avalin chizi ke dost darim khodamonim , gozasht sakht mishe chon bayad khodamono bezarim kenar va digrano bebinim khob inam sakhte,va ela age ma bekhaim mitonim hata age ye nafar behet dorogh gofte bashe,age ye rooz harfi behet zadan ke narahatet karde bashe,age ye rooz ye pishnehadi behet bedan ke benazaret mozakhrafo az sare bijanbegi taraf bashe va ... hameo hameye inaro mishe bakhshid albate shayadam ye serish nashe vali bazi az in gozashta be bozorgi shakhsiate ma bastegi dare pas biad mese asemon bozorg o bi inteha bashim.

emamzade,ahya va shekamhaye sargardon

nemidonam dasatani ke emshab vase ma rokh dad vaghei bood ya ye film bavar nakardanie dastani.ghazie az oonjai shoro shod ke man khone nesheste bodam ke yeho be saram zad ke ba Taha sohbat konam ,behesh sms zadam ke kojai onam goft khone va manam porsidam ke narafti ba Amir ahya ke onam goft Na,porsidam azash ke halesho dare ba ham berim ahya ke khob malome javab chie goft are ,hamin shod ke be mehrdad zang zadimo az ghaza onam khone bood va paye pas be onam goftim va ba yad avarie mehrdad be mohamadrezam zang zadim ke onam khone bood va bikar(mitonin moshahede konin ke ma ha ajab shab zende dari mikardim)kholase bad az hamahangi haye be amal omade hame nim sa at badesh Apadana bodim ke albate fekr mikonam vase hame gan soal pish miad ke be joz taha va mehrdad ke onjaa bodan man va mohamdreza chetor residam ke baz mano bikhial mohamad reza chetor shrgh ta gharb ro 10 daghighie tey kard ke in vagan soali e ke javabesho faghgat khode mohamdreza midone ke tebghe pasokhosh ishon chon tavanestan ba khodroe meli 200 kh/h berone in fasele ro dar chenin modati tey karde,kholase saretono dard nayar bad az inke hame onja residim ye nafar digam ke az khab 5 daghighe ghablesh bidar shode bood niz be ma peyvast yani jenabe Navid khan,mano navido taha raftim to mashina taha ,mehrdad va mohamadrezam savare mashone mohamadreza shodan va rh oftadaim be samte emam zade saleh to masir dashtim az valiasr bala miraftm ke didim az taghatoe niayesh be balaro bastan pas majobor shodim berim to jordano pas az teye 10 daghighe dar terafice jordan varede otobane sadr shodim ke onjam az shanse ma vorodisho be shariati baste bodan va az onja ke ma bayad har jodi shode varede shariati beshim pas khob mese harjai ke adam majbore be takhalof az ghanon dast zadim (ke albat kare badi khob vaghte ejbar dige khalafam halale)va ba teye masir dar chand khiabane yek tarafe varede khiabane shariati shodim ke cheshmeton roza bad nabine trafic bood aaah ke aaah manish traficie az pole romi ta meydone tajrish vali khob midonin in teraficam ye safai vase khodesh dare mitoni ba mogheyathaye jaleb ro bero beshi mese didane peykane gojei 57 ba ghalpaghe sefid ya koli motor savar ba pirane siaho moye hava dade albate be joz in moghiata mitoni az fazaye ijad shode dar ham javarie dostan va ekhtelat ba oona estefade koni.

kholase pas az 1 sa at to trafic bodan residim be meydon va hala masalei ke tarh mishod in bod ke koja mashino park konim ke az shanse khobe mamadreza to meydon park kard va mam ba shanse khobe kamtar sare vorodi be farmanie.bad inke mashino park kardim rah oftadim samte emamzade torhae emam zade adamye ziadi didim mishe goft hamejor adami didim,az poldare khosh tip,ta faghire khoshtip,az javonai ke az sare khoshi omade bodan,ta javonai ke eteghad avorde bodeshon,az khanomaye chaderaye sefido siah be sari ke ba ghorashon roye yek ghali neshaaste bodan,ta dokhtaraye manto be tane mo bolandi ke khiabon kenare dostashon vastade bodan.residim be emamzade vali engar emam zade maro dost nadasht chon az hich varesh dige jai baraye dakhel shodan nabod khob dige inam ghesmate adamaye tanbale vali az onjai ke khoda har ki biad samtesh rad nemikone to masjed bozorge kenare emamzade ja bood va ajib in bood in hame adam ke biroon vastade bodan chera in masjede poor nabod,vase ma kee bad nashod, ye ja to masjed gir avordim va ye ketab doa vardashtim va neshestim va hamrahe ghari ke dasht doae joshane kabiro mikhond mashghol shodim ,ye sa ati gozasht ke dige khab dasht miomad soragham (akhe midonin in joshane kabir khayli ziade va bikhodi behesh nemigan kabir)ke mehrdad va taha az oon mahali ke zaman nemishnase bargashtan va mehrdad goft khob akharashe mam ke didim khob ma ke ta injash omadim zeshte ta akharesh narim edame dadim va tamomesh kardim va che khobam ke nakhabidamo tamomesh kardam ,bad az inke doa tamom shod raftim to ghesmate dakhelie masjad va haj agha omado tebghe mamol ke gharare kholase sohbat konan ke sari beran sare asle matlab nim sa at sohbat kard va mam to halato khabo bidari be harfash gosh dadim(manzor az halate khabo bidari hamon nesfo nime deraz oftadast),ta sa at shod 3:15 va mareseme ghoran be sar shoro shod man ke tahala to in marasem sherkat nakarde bodam didam ajab marasemie to che harfai mizani va khodaro be che moghadasati baraye bakhesheshet ghasam midi a age bekhay bad in ghasama va bakhsheshi ke fekr konam az khodaye mehraboni ke man mishnasam dor az entezar nist,dobare soraghe gonah raftan kare eshtebahi ke in eshtebah khayli ason etefagh miofte va fekr konam ma bayad khayli talash konim ke in eshtebaho mortakeb nashim.

marasem ke tamom shod residim be marasemi bas mohem tar yani hamone maraseme sahari khodemon,az onja ke rofagha be donbale halim jahate sarfe sahari bodan be donbale halim rah oftdaim ,aval az hame raftim meydone tajrish ke be jaye halim foroshi kalepachei dad va az onja ke ham hadaf khordane halim bood va sanian kalepache geron tamom mishod va sa salesan az ghole bache haye kale khorde teshne mikard(vase in migam ke man nakhordam )az oon mahale jahate peyda kardane halim foroshi azm hejrat kardim ,avalin maghazei ke didim mardom dar on tajamo kardan va mashghole sarfe sahari hastan dobare yek maghaze kale pazi bood pas maghaze ra rad karde va ba teye masire farmanie ta vorodie sadr be donbale mahbob gashtim ke yaft nashod pas varede auto ban shode a ba sorate tamam be samte sadat abad ke bar asase etelate ghadimie man chand halim foroshi dasht harkat kardim avalin makani ke behesh residim halaim va ash foroshi vaghe dar pole modiriat bood ke az shanse khobe ma hich kodom ro nemidada va faghat kabab midad,vali az onja ke ma kabab ham nemikhastim be samte sadat abad rah oftadim avalin makane bastei ke residim kababi golpayegani bood ke halim ro faghat eftari midad pas khob mitonin hads bezanin ke onja ro be maghsade halim foroshie digar tark kardim ke mitonin hads bezanin ke onjam ba che sahnei robero shodim:dare baste.bad az oon be samte kalei meydon raftim ke baz be elate shologhi va omide besyare bache hadar tavanai peyda kardane ye halimi ba inke sa at 4:20 bood onjaro tark kardim,dashtim be samte khareje sadat abad harkat mikardim ke nagahan hese manteghie ma maro seda kard va goftim dige nemiresim pas berim hamon kababi avale khodemon ke nagahan hafeze bande dobare yari kard va yade halimi va kalepachei digar dar pole modiriat andakht ke ba moraje onja baz be halimi baste va kalepachei baz digar barkhordim ke inbar bacheha be elat nazdik bodan zamane sahar (4:25 va faghat 20 daghighe ta sahar)hazer be khordane kale niz shodan ke on niz ba tamam shodane ghazaye kali robero bood pas tanha rahe mojod raftan be kababie aval bood ke ba sorat be samte on pish raftim va dar hengam residan dar sa ate 4:30 ba khande shakhse foroshande mabni bar inke kabab ta bade sahar hazer nemishe dast az pa deraz tar savar mashin shodim ,az onja ke shakhse ranande jenab azimai kabir nagahan shoro be gaz dadan kardan va sepas bade yek daghighe payam haye asabi be ishan montaghel shode va az shakhse bande soali mabna bar inke bande jenab aali ro koja bayad piade konam va ba javabe man ke shoma rad kardi va bayad beri az molasadra dor bezani sari to vorodi molasadra pichid ke nagahan hamchon jaraghei yade yek kale foroshi dar molasadra oftadam pas sarin be oon makan moraje kardim va nemitonin tasavor konin che etefaghi oftad tatilie kale pachei?NA inbar engare khoda khodesh dosemon dasht,vasamon ye halim foroshi baz baghale kali nazel kard pas bache ha ba sorati fekr konam nazdike sorate noor varede on shod va chon vaght mazigh bood (faghat 5 daghighe)sarian zarfhaye shkar ra dar zarfe halim khali karde va mosabeghie bar mabnaye record zani gozashtan ke fekr konam jenabe Mehrdade taheri ba 1 daghighe maghame aval ra kasb kard,pas on mashghole noshidane ab shodim ke pas az khordane akharin ghatreye ab sedaye khosh sima azan boland shod.shayad in dastani ke goftam gheyre ghabele bavar bashe vali in etefaghi bood ke vase man,taha,navid va mehrdad to tarikhe 23 mehre 85 oftad,nemidonam mishe che natije akhlaghi dar morede in dastan kard vali fekr konam yekish in bood ke khoda kesai ro ke vase hadafeshon talash mikonan bi natije nemizare,albate hich shekami ham goresne nemizare :d