be donbale kasei zire nim kase

emrooz dashtam miraftam az to comod kase var daram ke didam ye kase zire nim kasamon hast bad yade in estelah oftadam ke taraf ye kasei zire nim kasash hast yekam fekr kardam ke chi shod ke in estelah sakhte shod,yekam ke fekr kardam didam vaghean estelahe kamel va jamei baraye karbord dar mavaredi ke adam be digaran shak dare hast ,chon age deghat konin in mafhom kamelan dar batne in matn gonjide shode migi na man alan baraton tozih midam chera hast ,age negah konin kase andazash bozorgtar az nim kasasat pas kesi ke ye kase ke ye kase kochik neshon mide adame mashkokie chon ki ke donbale chizaye kochi va sade bashe pas in adam hatman ye kase dare,pas mibnim ke in adamye mashkokan ke nim kasei daran ke ziresh kasas dar hali ke adame gheyre mashkok kase dare na nim kase va in khasiate adame mashkoke ke nim kase baraye gool zadane ma dare.
va az in mesal baz ham be hosh va zekavat bodan pas mast ke ma az oon ha dars begirim va hamishe be donbale kase bashim va agar rozi kesi nim kase dasht bavar nakonim ke haghan khode adam nakes va doro hamin sahebane nim kase ha hastan ke modam ba ghayem kardane kase khod zire nim kase dar hale gomrah kardane ma hasta ,pas bar hame ma vajebast dast az shak kardan be karhaye sade va moslaman karhaye pichide afrad bar nadarim va in ghaede hich estesnai nadarad hata dostan va ashnayan.
albate dostan tavajoh dashte bahsan gahi (bayad goft bishtar vali hamin gahi behtare) oghat baraye bazi dostan in moshkel pish miad ke dar rastaye peyda kardane kase az farte jediat nim kasaro mishkanan ke in beleshakhse daraye irad nist chera ke bayad nim kase kasiro ke kase dare shekast va in kamtarin mojazate kasie ke nemikhad kasasho neshon bede va bejash nim kase neshon mide, vali chon gahi(hamon nokte bala)oghat vaghan sahebe nim kase faghat ye nim kase dashte na kase dochare asabaniat shode va az daste shoma narahat mishan (ke albat be nazare shakhse bande inam eshkali nadare) ke in narahati ha baes shode ke dige kesi kesi nabine ke ye vaght dobare kasash beshkane va hamin amr baese kahesh foroshe kase va nim kase shode va in amr narahati kasabe kase forosh shode,baraye hamin ma n az dostan khahesh mandam ke dar rastaye peida kardane kaseye zire nim kase az shekastane nim kase khodari farmayand.
ba tashakor
nevisande hazer va kase foroshe sabegh

khayli dardnak ya shayad khayli aram

bazi chiza khayli sade shoro mishan va khayl i sakht tamom mishan ,bazi chizam khayli sade shoro mishan va khayli sadam tamom mishan ,age bekhaim donbale mesal barashon begardim ziade,mohem ine ke befahmim oon chie ke mitone in tafavoto ijad kone ke yeba inke hardoshon asoon shoro mishan yekishon asoon va yekishon sakht tamom mishan.
man to haftei ke gozasht be in mozo khayli fekr kardam ,shorosham dar asare takhayolat fekri va tavajoh be mohit nabood balke in dafe az hese khodkhai khodam shoro shod va dastane in khod khahi ham az oonja shoro shod ke man az 3shanbe hafte pish to takht oftadam.
vaghti ke mariz shodam va to takht oftadam be in fekr kardam ke man be hich kodom az oonai ke har rooz ya ye rooz dar mion vasashon zang mizadam zang nemizanam ta bebinam key ona yade man mioftan ,omidvar bodam ke ta 5 shanbe ya jome be hem zang bezanan vali vaghti didam asre 5shanbe hich ki be man zang nazad in dige bimari nabood ke azyatam mikard balke in fekr ke hich ki toro dost nadare va vase to ahmiat ghael nist bood ke ranjam midad va in narahati edame dasht ta vaghti ke avalin nafar ke motmaen bodam miad vared shod onam ba ye kompote ananase 3 kilo i ,nemitonam begam to oon lahze che ghadr khosh hal shodam nemidonam vase kompote bood ya omadane oon(hamon hamid pesar ame geram)?vali fekr mikonam bekhatere oon bood.bade hamid kiavash omad ke shadiomo moza af kard na bekhatere inek ye kompot dige avord na chon nayavor balke vase inke alan 2 nafar bodan ke vase man ahmiat ghael shode bodan.
midonin shayad omadan ona ya zang zadane chand famile dige harkate khayli bozorgi be nazar nayad vali vaghti to marizi va hes mikoni ke in dard ya bimari mitone hata baes margetam beshe ba didane inke hanoz kesai hastan ke to zendegi to barashon ahmiat dari va vaghti nabashi nabodeto ehsas mikonan va vase bodanet arzesh ghaelan vase hamin pishet mian haleto miporsan va bahat tamas migiran onvaght ke be khodet migi to dige hagh nadari mariz bashi to bayad dard ro tahamol koni ta khob shi ta oona khosh hal beshan.
va az inja bood ke fahmidam chetor mishe ye shoro sade mese shoro hamin bimari 2 noo payan dashte bashe yeki dardnak va digari aram ,maha vaghti mitonim ba ye shoro sade be ye payane aram beresim ke ba ham bashim va vaghti mitonim be ye payane dardanak beresim ke tanha bashim.

gozasht,kalamei ro be faramoshi

inke az koja in kalame omad to zendegi ma va che hadesie monjar be vorodesh shod nemidonam vali fekram nakonam tarikhe vared shodanesh bish az chand rooz aval zendegi bashar bashe.vali khob ba inke in kalame zood be voojod omade vali zood zoodam az yadamon mire,akhe midonin ye kochik kalameye sakhtei ziad to hafeze nemimone vase inke hamin ke adam yadesh miad enghadar anjam dadanesh sakhte sari bikhilaesh mishim va faramoshe mikonim.vali khob age bekhaym hamishe faramoshesh konim ye halat pishe ro darim onam tanhai,jodai va ghamo ghosei ke hamishe har vaght tanha mishim miad soraghemon.
vali khob gozashtam sakhte gozasht be in manast ke vase yekesi ke dost dari az chizai ke dost dari va ya az eshtebahai ke oon anjam dade begzari va khob chon hame ma age bekhaim vaghe bin bashim avalin chizi ke dost darim khodamonim , gozasht sakht mishe chon bayad khodamono bezarim kenar va digrano bebinim khob inam sakhte,va ela age ma bekhaim mitonim hata age ye nafar behet dorogh gofte bashe,age ye rooz harfi behet zadan ke narahatet karde bashe,age ye rooz ye pishnehadi behet bedan ke benazaret mozakhrafo az sare bijanbegi taraf bashe va ... hameo hameye inaro mishe bakhshid albate shayadam ye serish nashe vali bazi az in gozashta be bozorgi shakhsiate ma bastegi dare pas biad mese asemon bozorg o bi inteha bashim.

emamzade,ahya va shekamhaye sargardon

nemidonam dasatani ke emshab vase ma rokh dad vaghei bood ya ye film bavar nakardanie dastani.ghazie az oonjai shoro shod ke man khone nesheste bodam ke yeho be saram zad ke ba Taha sohbat konam ,behesh sms zadam ke kojai onam goft khone va manam porsidam ke narafti ba Amir ahya ke onam goft Na,porsidam azash ke halesho dare ba ham berim ahya ke khob malome javab chie goft are ,hamin shod ke be mehrdad zang zadimo az ghaza onam khone bood va paye pas be onam goftim va ba yad avarie mehrdad be mohamadrezam zang zadim ke onam khone bood va bikar(mitonin moshahede konin ke ma ha ajab shab zende dari mikardim)kholase bad az hamahangi haye be amal omade hame nim sa at badesh Apadana bodim ke albate fekr mikonam vase hame gan soal pish miad ke be joz taha va mehrdad ke onjaa bodan man va mohamdreza chetor residam ke baz mano bikhial mohamad reza chetor shrgh ta gharb ro 10 daghighie tey kard ke in vagan soali e ke javabesho faghgat khode mohamdreza midone ke tebghe pasokhosh ishon chon tavanestan ba khodroe meli 200 kh/h berone in fasele ro dar chenin modati tey karde,kholase saretono dard nayar bad az inke hame onja residim ye nafar digam ke az khab 5 daghighe ghablesh bidar shode bood niz be ma peyvast yani jenabe Navid khan,mano navido taha raftim to mashina taha ,mehrdad va mohamadrezam savare mashone mohamadreza shodan va rh oftadaim be samte emam zade saleh to masir dashtim az valiasr bala miraftm ke didim az taghatoe niayesh be balaro bastan pas majobor shodim berim to jordano pas az teye 10 daghighe dar terafice jordan varede otobane sadr shodim ke onjam az shanse ma vorodisho be shariati baste bodan va az onja ke ma bayad har jodi shode varede shariati beshim pas khob mese harjai ke adam majbore be takhalof az ghanon dast zadim (ke albat kare badi khob vaghte ejbar dige khalafam halale)va ba teye masir dar chand khiabane yek tarafe varede khiabane shariati shodim ke cheshmeton roza bad nabine trafic bood aaah ke aaah manish traficie az pole romi ta meydone tajrish vali khob midonin in teraficam ye safai vase khodesh dare mitoni ba mogheyathaye jaleb ro bero beshi mese didane peykane gojei 57 ba ghalpaghe sefid ya koli motor savar ba pirane siaho moye hava dade albate be joz in moghiata mitoni az fazaye ijad shode dar ham javarie dostan va ekhtelat ba oona estefade koni.

kholase pas az 1 sa at to trafic bodan residim be meydon va hala masalei ke tarh mishod in bod ke koja mashino park konim ke az shanse khobe mamadreza to meydon park kard va mam ba shanse khobe kamtar sare vorodi be farmanie.bad inke mashino park kardim rah oftadim samte emamzade torhae emam zade adamye ziadi didim mishe goft hamejor adami didim,az poldare khosh tip,ta faghire khoshtip,az javonai ke az sare khoshi omade bodan,ta javonai ke eteghad avorde bodeshon,az khanomaye chaderaye sefido siah be sari ke ba ghorashon roye yek ghali neshaaste bodan,ta dokhtaraye manto be tane mo bolandi ke khiabon kenare dostashon vastade bodan.residim be emamzade vali engar emam zade maro dost nadasht chon az hich varesh dige jai baraye dakhel shodan nabod khob dige inam ghesmate adamaye tanbale vali az onjai ke khoda har ki biad samtesh rad nemikone to masjed bozorge kenare emamzade ja bood va ajib in bood in hame adam ke biroon vastade bodan chera in masjede poor nabod,vase ma kee bad nashod, ye ja to masjed gir avordim va ye ketab doa vardashtim va neshestim va hamrahe ghari ke dasht doae joshane kabiro mikhond mashghol shodim ,ye sa ati gozasht ke dige khab dasht miomad soragham (akhe midonin in joshane kabir khayli ziade va bikhodi behesh nemigan kabir)ke mehrdad va taha az oon mahali ke zaman nemishnase bargashtan va mehrdad goft khob akharashe mam ke didim khob ma ke ta injash omadim zeshte ta akharesh narim edame dadim va tamomesh kardim va che khobam ke nakhabidamo tamomesh kardam ,bad az inke doa tamom shod raftim to ghesmate dakhelie masjad va haj agha omado tebghe mamol ke gharare kholase sohbat konan ke sari beran sare asle matlab nim sa at sohbat kard va mam to halato khabo bidari be harfash gosh dadim(manzor az halate khabo bidari hamon nesfo nime deraz oftadast),ta sa at shod 3:15 va mareseme ghoran be sar shoro shod man ke tahala to in marasem sherkat nakarde bodam didam ajab marasemie to che harfai mizani va khodaro be che moghadasati baraye bakhesheshet ghasam midi a age bekhay bad in ghasama va bakhsheshi ke fekr konam az khodaye mehraboni ke man mishnasam dor az entezar nist,dobare soraghe gonah raftan kare eshtebahi ke in eshtebah khayli ason etefagh miofte va fekr konam ma bayad khayli talash konim ke in eshtebaho mortakeb nashim.

marasem ke tamom shod residim be marasemi bas mohem tar yani hamone maraseme sahari khodemon,az onja ke rofagha be donbale halim jahate sarfe sahari bodan be donbale halim rah oftdaim ,aval az hame raftim meydone tajrish ke be jaye halim foroshi kalepachei dad va az onja ke ham hadaf khordane halim bood va sanian kalepache geron tamom mishod va sa salesan az ghole bache haye kale khorde teshne mikard(vase in migam ke man nakhordam )az oon mahale jahate peyda kardane halim foroshi azm hejrat kardim ,avalin maghazei ke didim mardom dar on tajamo kardan va mashghole sarfe sahari hastan dobare yek maghaze kale pazi bood pas maghaze ra rad karde va ba teye masire farmanie ta vorodie sadr be donbale mahbob gashtim ke yaft nashod pas varede auto ban shode a ba sorate tamam be samte sadat abad ke bar asase etelate ghadimie man chand halim foroshi dasht harkat kardim avalin makani ke behesh residim halaim va ash foroshi vaghe dar pole modiriat bood ke az shanse khobe ma hich kodom ro nemidada va faghat kabab midad,vali az onja ke ma kabab ham nemikhastim be samte sadat abad rah oftadim avalin makane bastei ke residim kababi golpayegani bood ke halim ro faghat eftari midad pas khob mitonin hads bezanin ke onja ro be maghsade halim foroshie digar tark kardim ke mitonin hads bezanin ke onjam ba che sahnei robero shodim:dare baste.bad az oon be samte kalei meydon raftim ke baz be elate shologhi va omide besyare bache hadar tavanai peyda kardane ye halimi ba inke sa at 4:20 bood onjaro tark kardim,dashtim be samte khareje sadat abad harkat mikardim ke nagahan hese manteghie ma maro seda kard va goftim dige nemiresim pas berim hamon kababi avale khodemon ke nagahan hafeze bande dobare yari kard va yade halimi va kalepachei digar dar pole modiriat andakht ke ba moraje onja baz be halimi baste va kalepachei baz digar barkhordim ke inbar bacheha be elat nazdik bodan zamane sahar (4:25 va faghat 20 daghighe ta sahar)hazer be khordane kale niz shodan ke on niz ba tamam shodane ghazaye kali robero bood pas tanha rahe mojod raftan be kababie aval bood ke ba sorat be samte on pish raftim va dar hengam residan dar sa ate 4:30 ba khande shakhse foroshande mabni bar inke kabab ta bade sahar hazer nemishe dast az pa deraz tar savar mashin shodim ,az onja ke shakhse ranande jenab azimai kabir nagahan shoro be gaz dadan kardan va sepas bade yek daghighe payam haye asabi be ishan montaghel shode va az shakhse bande soali mabna bar inke bande jenab aali ro koja bayad piade konam va ba javabe man ke shoma rad kardi va bayad beri az molasadra dor bezani sari to vorodi molasadra pichid ke nagahan hamchon jaraghei yade yek kale foroshi dar molasadra oftadam pas sarin be oon makan moraje kardim va nemitonin tasavor konin che etefaghi oftad tatilie kale pachei?NA inbar engare khoda khodesh dosemon dasht,vasamon ye halim foroshi baz baghale kali nazel kard pas bache ha ba sorati fekr konam nazdike sorate noor varede on shod va chon vaght mazigh bood (faghat 5 daghighe)sarian zarfhaye shkar ra dar zarfe halim khali karde va mosabeghie bar mabnaye record zani gozashtan ke fekr konam jenabe Mehrdade taheri ba 1 daghighe maghame aval ra kasb kard,pas on mashghole noshidane ab shodim ke pas az khordane akharin ghatreye ab sedaye khosh sima azan boland shod.shayad in dastani ke goftam gheyre ghabele bavar bashe vali in etefaghi bood ke vase man,taha,navid va mehrdad to tarikhe 23 mehre 85 oftad,nemidonam mishe che natije akhlaghi dar morede in dastan kard vali fekr konam yekish in bood ke khoda kesai ro ke vase hadafeshon talash mikonan bi natije nemizare,albate hich shekami ham goresne nemizare :d